On the 16th (today), the YouTube channel "Please Renew CBS" said, "Please take a good look and
"My sister's faith! A god who gives a breakthrough to a messed up life!" Kahi, who appeared on the show that day, said, "I wasn't popular, but I was a show-off.
"I realized that while I was dancing," she said, before explaining, "I have some family issues." She said she was unable to find stability at home, so she began to seek attention elsewhere.
She said, "I have four siblings. I am the third child, with an older sister, an older brother, and a younger sister. My mother gave birth to my older sister and brother, raised them, and then gave birth to me and suffered a hernia in my lower back. So she left me to my mother.
"I was left in the care of my maternal grandparents as soon as I was born, and when I was three years old I returned home, but when I saw my mother, I apparently asked, 'Who is this woman?' That was how close our relationships were.
"There was no flow. My sister was born while I was in my grandmother's care, so I guess they didn't have time to pay attention to me," she said. "I didn't feel protected by my family," Kahi said, reflecting, "
My father was a very respectable man. He was tall, good-looking, studied hard, and went to a good university and graduate school at the time. He was an adult with a strong dictatorial, patriarchal personality.
"My mother was a full-time housewife, so I think I was just not paying attention to the family because I was raising the children and taking care of everything for my father. I always felt lonely and lacked love.
"My father was particularly violent," Kahi said, "One day, my mother told my father,
"He had beaten me and there was blood all over the futon, but I still remember seeing him calmly washing it off in the bathroom," he said, sharing his shocking experience.
Kahi continued speaking and eventually burst into tears. She said, "I never felt that my sister cared about me as a younger sister, and my brother beat me.
"I expected to be beaten if I did anything. I was beaten with everything. Sticks, hoses, belts, hangers... I was beaten with everything in the house. My brother was beaten the same way.
"My mother used to hit me like that," she said. Despite that, Kahi showed understanding, saying, "I think my mother was in a very tight spot." "I had to adapt to that situation, too."
I wanted the same love I had always received from my mother's family, so I shoplifted because I couldn't get it. To my mother, I was just a slacker and a worrying person.
"My father was such a great man, but after his business failed, he couldn't recover because of his pride. So my mother was a very supportive family for over a decade.
He must have had a very difficult time mentally and financially because he was unable to receive any financial support. When I think about it now, I feel very sorry for him."
Kahi also said, "Would I have been able to live like that? Now that I'm an adult and have had children,
"I'm grateful that my mother didn't divorce me or run away, and that she stayed with me," she said, weeping. "My father has already passed away. I'm very grateful that my mother continued to be by my father's side."
It flowed and attracted attention.
2025/06/16 20:30 KST
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